I'm feeling kinda down today. I feel like all my life i've never really gotten what i really really wanted. There is so much i want to do. People i want to meet. But of course there are so many things in my way. Age limits, distence, money, money, money. Well mainly Money. My family isn't the wealthiest and i am reminded of that everyday. I hate this. I really do. There is soo much stuff i want to do. I here about people that go to stargate conventions and that have gotten letters back and met the stargate cast and then i think of myself. A simple Stargate fan that has one way of connection to my favorite actors....and thats the internet. All i can do is sit here and write stuff online...always wishing that one day someone will say- "Hey....wanna go see the Stargate Atlantis set and meet the whole cast? I'll pay for your flight and such!" Thats never going to happen....so why do i keep wishing? I put my whole being into this show.....its a way for me to escape the real world....just for a little bit...to get out of my house and go somewhere in the galaxy. I can't take it anymore. Just wishing....praying for things that will never happen. Trying to scream to be heard by others.....for people to notice me.....but that will never happen. My letters to the cast get burried under the millions of letters that come in. My posts forgotten in the shuffle. Whats the point anymore? half of me is screaming- "GIVE UP" and another half of me is screaming- "Keep Wishing all the love you put out will return to you". I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of wishing and praying....why can't anything good happen for me?! Why can't get to meet my idols? the people that have helped me through so much. I'm sorry if i sound selfish but....this is how i feel....and i'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of looking at the website for the conventions and cry....all i can do is cry. I truely truely hate crying....i just want...for once.....for a chance to meet them.....i just need someone to give me that chance....or help me get there...but it will never happen.....never....no matter how hard i try.....i'm so close to giving up in yet.....i can't let myself.....thanks for your time and thanks that you actually read my post on ADB.com and did something about it. Thank you...
~DanielleS
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2 comments:
I agree with Shawna, show the world what YOU can do, do not wait for the world to come to you. It will be a much more satisfying experience, when you know YOU did and not someone else did it for you.
Remember too, celebrities are only human like the rest of us, they are not super magical people who can fix everything wrong in our lives by just meeting them. They have their own lives, as hard and every day mundane as ours.
Your life will turn around, you have PLENTY of time.
I wish you luck and send you hugs, and I send you courage to see your goals through to fruition.
Don't give up lass, it'll come.
{{{{Danielle}}}}
I'm sorry you were feeling so down when you wrote this. I know how that can be!
You have received excellent advice from shawna and fraggledragon. They are so right..you are a wonderful unique individual! Meeting an actor is not going to change your life. It could make you happy for a brief moment, but it won't change you or your life. You need to find yourself and find out what you want to do with your life. You have so many wonderful opportunities ahead of you. Sometimes I wish I were your age and could do it all again! Just remember you are a wonderful, talented person and can do amazing things with your life!
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