Sunday, September 30, 7:19 PM

Hiya people. I just thought i should update my blog cause i feel like it. LOLS. I saw the Atlantis episode "Adrift" friday and loved it :)! My girlfriend spent the night not one but TWO nights in a row. We went shopping and got s SHIT load of candy lols. We like candy. ^^ Also for the people that read this....My story- "Drowns My Spark" On Fanfiction.net is still in process and i am working on it in between typing this. READ IT CAUSE I AM ABOUT TO POST MY FAV CHAPTER. Yes i can admit that the fifth chapter of my story is my favorite b/c there is a BIG turning point. So i hope for those of you that read it that you all enjoy it. I love nothing more then when people give me great feed back. ^^

PEACE!

~Danielle S

Thank you

Thank you guys for your help and Advice. I feel so much better now. I will try to work on my own ideas and such and I do write poems and stuff. If you ever want to read them just send me an email and i'll send ya a few! ^_________________^ You guys are simply the best! *Hugs to all of you* Thank you again.

~DanielleS

A willing light stamped on in the middle of a crowded room.

I'm feeling kinda down today. I feel like all my life i've never really gotten what i really really wanted. There is so much i want to do. People i want to meet. But of course there are so many things in my way. Age limits, distence, money, money, money. Well mainly Money. My family isn't the wealthiest and i am reminded of that everyday. I hate this. I really do. There is soo much stuff i want to do. I here about people that go to stargate conventions and that have gotten letters back and met the stargate cast and then i think of myself. A simple Stargate fan that has one way of connection to my favorite actors....and thats the internet. All i can do is sit here and write stuff online...always wishing that one day someone will say- "Hey....wanna go see the Stargate Atlantis set and meet the whole cast? I'll pay for your flight and such!" Thats never going to happen....so why do i keep wishing? I put my whole being into this show.....its a way for me to escape the real world....just for a little bit...to get out of my house and go somewhere in the galaxy. I can't take it anymore. Just wishing....praying for things that will never happen. Trying to scream to be heard by others.....for people to notice me.....but that will never happen. My letters to the cast get burried under the millions of letters that come in. My posts forgotten in the shuffle. Whats the point anymore? half of me is screaming- "GIVE UP" and another half of me is screaming- "Keep Wishing all the love you put out will return to you". I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of wishing and praying....why can't anything good happen for me?! Why can't get to meet my idols? the people that have helped me through so much. I'm sorry if i sound selfish but....this is how i feel....and i'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of looking at the website for the conventions and cry....all i can do is cry. I truely truely hate crying....i just want...for once.....for a chance to meet them.....i just need someone to give me that chance....or help me get there...but it will never happen.....never....no matter how hard i try.....i'm so close to giving up in yet.....i can't let myself.....thanks for your time and thanks that you actually read my post on ADB.com and did something about it. Thank you...

~DanielleS

I FINALLY SAW IT!(ADB)

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTZ!
FINALLY! YAY ADB! I LOVED IT!!!!!! GREAT JOB DAVID!!!!!!!!


~DanielleS

GAH A DOGS BREAKFAST OUT TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't think i can put through how excited i am! OMGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is it tomorrow yet?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! *jumps up and down* I can't wait to get my paws on that puppy lols (ADB lingo lols ^^)


~Danielle

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ME!

God i haven't been this ok...happy....perfect in a long time.! I'm getting me my Queen fix tonight and then Tuesday A DOG'S BREAKFAST will me mine! AHHHHHHHHHHH! RIP FREDDIE!! I love queen! ^_____________________________________^

Counting down

OMG I can't wait until A Dogs Breakfast comes out on DVD and i can't wait for STARGATE ATLANTIS to return! ^_____________________________^

~DanielleS

This one is for the ones that put up with me

This one is for my fabulous Girlfriend Sharon....i won't tell you the last name....cause i don't want to give her away like that online. SHE'S MINE BITCHES! Isn't she pretty?! I LOVE HER!!! WOOTZ!...*thinks* God i'm such a dork....wait a minute....ewwwwwwwww.

The sad thing is i don't know how long we have been together! She knows but i don't....tehe i'm bad....sorry baby if you are reading this.

She has black hair now. She is WAY WAY WAY WAY Taller then me. She has glasses and likes the same bands i do which is cool. SHE ALSO LIKES STARGATE SG-1 AND STARGATE ATLANTIS LIKE I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! She also likes Farscape!

UPDATE-

WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER TWO MONTHS-TWO WEEK-TWO DAYS!......WOW....WHY AM I SHOUTING?!?!? I'll stop now lols.

The Funny thing-

Is she is sitting right next to me as i type this....so i'm kinda kissing her ass.....lols......but i love her anyway....*shrugs* She is SOOOO FUCKING CUTE! She just put her phone on vibrate on my leg and scared the crap outta me and then she kissed me! YAY!

~Danielle

School days are back again!

ARGGG! I'm back in school. LOLS I survived the first day so i think that that's considered a BIG step. I mean if i started b****ing on the first day ppl wouldn't like me and thats not cool....lols. Lets see how the rest of the year goes. lols.

~DanielleS

Of Run aways and poem days

My friend Mike ran away today...we found him and he is alright but the fact that he ran away and the fact that it took us a while to find him is what scares me....but...at least he is alright...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~In other news~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I've been working on a lot of poems lately. Personal poems and poems for other things.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Surprise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I have this surprise i'm working on for David Hewlett....i really hope he likes it and if i can't ship it to him i'll post it online. I'm working very hard on it ^^ of course i can't tell you what the surprise is but...i just really hope he likes it. ^^

~Danielle

Story line slashed

hiya people. My Atlantis story line is currently on the back burner. I guess if they ever run out of ideas they can contact me. What a boost of self confedince this is....oh well....talk to you when i can.
Peace,
Danielle